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part of me wants to drop everything i have right now, abandon every responsbility and just walk, hell run, away.
just wipe the board clean and start over.
*that* would be such a welcomed change in my life..
not that i hate where i'm at. i just don't see any other way to fix my life.
but..alas...that can't happen. i have too many other obligations that involve other people. i hate myself.
god i wish i were someone else.
anyone would do.
i swear.
just wipe the board clean and start over.
*that* would be such a welcomed change in my life..
not that i hate where i'm at. i just don't see any other way to fix my life.
but..alas...that can't happen. i have too many other obligations that involve other people. i hate myself.
god i wish i were someone else.
anyone would do.
i swear.