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So, I said goodbye to Erin about 20 minutes ago, and I haven't stopped crying since. It's crazy, but this has been the worst EVER. And of course, she says, "can I get a hug Ka-tie? A hug?" so I had to do that lame laugh cry, where you laugh until you start sobbing. We are TOO hardcore for this.
I just randomly remembered the time we went to go see the Chop Tops in Baltimore, and we were sitting in my car, drunk as hell if I remember correctly...and I pull out a stick of gum right. She looks at me and says, "Can I have some gum man?" and out of reflex, I said, "yeah man, why?" and she said, "because I just farted". HAHAHAHAHA!!! Okay, I don't know why, but I am NEVER going to forget that. NEVER!!!! I guess it was only super funny because we were hammered, but how random. I'm definitely going to miss her more than anyone. I don't know a soul in Utah, and I feel so weird about it. I'd just finally, for ONCE in my life made real friends that I really care about, and now I have to leave. Boo. I said goodbye to Ms. Denine and Donna this morning, my two moms, and I cried each time pretty pathetic like. I just can't believe that this was really my last day at this job. I've really changed here I think. I've loved it here, even though I've claimed to hate it on more than one occasion. I've been happy.
Ah well. Ben gets here tomorrow, and even though I'm ridiculously sad, I'm incredibly excited.
I probably won't post again for a long while, because we leave this weekend, and it's off to Utah for me...
I just randomly remembered the time we went to go see the Chop Tops in Baltimore, and we were sitting in my car, drunk as hell if I remember correctly...and I pull out a stick of gum right. She looks at me and says, "Can I have some gum man?" and out of reflex, I said, "yeah man, why?" and she said, "because I just farted". HAHAHAHAHA!!! Okay, I don't know why, but I am NEVER going to forget that. NEVER!!!! I guess it was only super funny because we were hammered, but how random. I'm definitely going to miss her more than anyone. I don't know a soul in Utah, and I feel so weird about it. I'd just finally, for ONCE in my life made real friends that I really care about, and now I have to leave. Boo. I said goodbye to Ms. Denine and Donna this morning, my two moms, and I cried each time pretty pathetic like. I just can't believe that this was really my last day at this job. I've really changed here I think. I've loved it here, even though I've claimed to hate it on more than one occasion. I've been happy.
Ah well. Ben gets here tomorrow, and even though I'm ridiculously sad, I'm incredibly excited.
I probably won't post again for a long while, because we leave this weekend, and it's off to Utah for me...