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i know it has been a while.
life is so confusing for me. i just dont understand anymore. i know i am messed up but i dont know what to do about it. i sit at home in bed just wondering what i have to live for. my life isnt going good. i have no friends, i live with my parents and i work at a job for little pay. i do have tony who loves me and is there for me. but i am not happy. i need something in my life to help me feel better. i need to move forward with my life. grow up.. i dunno i am trying to sit this thing out. i hope it passes soon.
oh yeah and I LOVE MY DADDY! he just brought me lunch. he is the best dad in the whole world.
life is so confusing for me. i just dont understand anymore. i know i am messed up but i dont know what to do about it. i sit at home in bed just wondering what i have to live for. my life isnt going good. i have no friends, i live with my parents and i work at a job for little pay. i do have tony who loves me and is there for me. but i am not happy. i need something in my life to help me feel better. i need to move forward with my life. grow up.. i dunno i am trying to sit this thing out. i hope it passes soon.
oh yeah and I LOVE MY DADDY! he just brought me lunch. he is the best dad in the whole world.