Aug 08, 2004 23:40
So this weekend I went to two wedding showers for my cousin Alicia. I am a brides maid in her wedding. It wasnt that bad. It was good to be back in Kalamazoo but I was just glad that i got to come home. It just isnt right for me over there. Maybe if i would have drove myself it would have been better if i could have gone and seen Lauren and i had to drive with my aunt.
Grr I am so confused about guys right now. I mean I am dating scott and i might led on to him thats its more than just dating. But than i have this thing for tony. I dunno its really confusing. Like i mean I like scott but there is this thing about our past. I feel like i want to just go out on a date with another guy and see how it works. I dunno because i feel that if i do that and scott found out he would be so upset i dont know. i need help!
Grr I mean what do i say to scott and not lose him completely or hurt him?? Hey i wanna see other people.. that would hurt. I dunno i guess this thing with scott has gotten a little to serious for right now. If any of yall can advice me please do!