Productive Stagnation....
So, I have all this free time on my hands.
All the permits, licenses, fees, and forms, filed, paid, filled out.
Everything is pending.
Renderings are rendered and tendered.
My CEU hours are insane, I'm certified in damn near everything....
And now, the waiting has begun in earnest. I should be calling folks, grabbin beers, watchin the game, doin a bit of lunch.
Instead, I have holed up in my office, and I am making mad art.
I WANT to call, do lunch, do dinner, do drinks, watch the game, I want to See friends, connect, call and check on peeps. I need a hug, or punched in the sack, and Gods know I need a lip and brow wax (The Hypocrisy!)
But I am so focused on this project that I forget to talk. I am so wound up over this project that I have taken to grinding my teeth all night...but I don't really have any teeth...so now both of my front teeth are chipped to Hell, and opening my mouth HURTS!
I have all this time, and I could probably get something done about the teeth, but I mainly sit here, waiting for something to happen. It will be a week to ten days before anything will happen, but that doesn't stop my focus on waiting for it. The business won't be opening for 10-12 weeks, and there's NOTHING I can do to make the time pass faster.
So I SHOULD go do things, see people, call people, get my teeth fixed, but I am just sitting in my office fretting myself sick.
I need Byz to mock me until I get a life.
Geez, sometimes I annoy the shit out of me.
All the permits, licenses, fees, and forms, filed, paid, filled out.
Everything is pending.
Renderings are rendered and tendered.
My CEU hours are insane, I'm certified in damn near everything....
And now, the waiting has begun in earnest. I should be calling folks, grabbin beers, watchin the game, doin a bit of lunch.
Instead, I have holed up in my office, and I am making mad art.
I WANT to call, do lunch, do dinner, do drinks, watch the game, I want to See friends, connect, call and check on peeps. I need a hug, or punched in the sack, and Gods know I need a lip and brow wax (The Hypocrisy!)
But I am so focused on this project that I forget to talk. I am so wound up over this project that I have taken to grinding my teeth all night...but I don't really have any teeth...so now both of my front teeth are chipped to Hell, and opening my mouth HURTS!
I have all this time, and I could probably get something done about the teeth, but I mainly sit here, waiting for something to happen. It will be a week to ten days before anything will happen, but that doesn't stop my focus on waiting for it. The business won't be opening for 10-12 weeks, and there's NOTHING I can do to make the time pass faster.
So I SHOULD go do things, see people, call people, get my teeth fixed, but I am just sitting in my office fretting myself sick.
I need Byz to mock me until I get a life.
Geez, sometimes I annoy the shit out of me.