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A part of me just wants to throw my hands in the air and say "FUCK IT!! I don't care anymore!" I care waaayyyyy to much about people and sometimes I interfere with my friends' lives. I don't mean to, I just care THAT FUCKING MUCH.
Sometimes I wish I could just leave this place and everyone behind, too. Sometimes I want to start over. Forget my mistakes and forget the painful memories. But the grass is not always so green on the other side. Sometimes that grass is a fancy illusion to lure people over to it and when they get there, it's all dead and just painted bright green. That's when you realize, "man, I guess I didn't have it so bad." Do you start thinking about everyone who loves you? All those places you love to come back to? yada yada yada.
Yes, I'd love to go away for awhile, but I'd have to come back frequently. I guess that's what happens when you quit being selfishly negative and start being grateful for what you do have.
Sometimes I wish I could just leave this place and everyone behind, too. Sometimes I want to start over. Forget my mistakes and forget the painful memories. But the grass is not always so green on the other side. Sometimes that grass is a fancy illusion to lure people over to it and when they get there, it's all dead and just painted bright green. That's when you realize, "man, I guess I didn't have it so bad." Do you start thinking about everyone who loves you? All those places you love to come back to? yada yada yada.
Yes, I'd love to go away for awhile, but I'd have to come back frequently. I guess that's what happens when you quit being selfishly negative and start being grateful for what you do have.