Jan 08, 2009 03:35
-A couple of weekends ago, I was standing with a "friend" (who was very intoxicated), another not-so-intoxicated friend, and with someone I was meeting for the first time. When this drunken acquaintance introduced the other guy and I to the new person, he said "...Oh hey, David, this is Chris. *points at me* and this is a bitch" When he said that, he meant that I was mean. I wanted to punch his fucking teeth in, but then I paused and thought about it "Is this really how people view me? Is he introducing me as a bitch because he thinks that after this moment, that is all I'm going to be to this kid?" I really made me think. I still want to punch the teeth in, because whether he was right or not doesn't matter. That was very rude of him. But, I think I'm going to really try and lighten up.
But, have I really been living in denial? Cuz, I kinda thought that my friends liked my dry cynical sense of humor. Maybe I was wrong. Ain't that a bitch?
+As far as all the other good stuff goes, I can already feel the changes. This is good.