a really emoey rant. sorry guys....
so aparently my mom doesnt enjoy talking to me or my company..
and how I know this? she told me.
she said she just doesnt really care that much about what I think
and you know what? fine. she doesnt respect me.
she isnt treating me like an adult.
or even as nice as she treats the kids in her classes
I know she is stressed
but that doesnt mean she canb treat me like crap
and treat me like an emotional punching bag.
she makes comments all the time about me being "blue collar"
since im not in college im worthless aparently.
im not accomplishing anything with my life,
even though I work like a horse and I have more money in my bank account then she does.
I know I have to go back to college eventually
but its my decision im thinking maybe in the spring ill go back
I think ill be able to handle it financially and personally.
dont get me wrong I still love my mom,
but I think I am past the point where we can live together any more.
so today? I started packing thinks in boxes. just things like winter clothes, and winter bedding and stuff like that
and so since im planning to move out this summer ill be ready for it.
and it might be a bit of a slap in the face to my mum to see me packing boxes.
god ima bit of a vindictive bitch at times...
but on a much lighter note, im getting my first paid art gig!!
im painting some mirrors in the dinning room at perkins. and they are only paying my normal wages and everything
but its still paid. and it still makes me really happy.
and I also have a shiney new cobalt blue ds light. its quite cool.
and how I know this? she told me.
she said she just doesnt really care that much about what I think
and you know what? fine. she doesnt respect me.
she isnt treating me like an adult.
or even as nice as she treats the kids in her classes
I know she is stressed
but that doesnt mean she canb treat me like crap
and treat me like an emotional punching bag.
she makes comments all the time about me being "blue collar"
since im not in college im worthless aparently.
im not accomplishing anything with my life,
even though I work like a horse and I have more money in my bank account then she does.
I know I have to go back to college eventually
but its my decision im thinking maybe in the spring ill go back
I think ill be able to handle it financially and personally.
dont get me wrong I still love my mom,
but I think I am past the point where we can live together any more.
so today? I started packing thinks in boxes. just things like winter clothes, and winter bedding and stuff like that
and so since im planning to move out this summer ill be ready for it.
and it might be a bit of a slap in the face to my mum to see me packing boxes.
god ima bit of a vindictive bitch at times...
but on a much lighter note, im getting my first paid art gig!!
im painting some mirrors in the dinning room at perkins. and they are only paying my normal wages and everything
but its still paid. and it still makes me really happy.
and I also have a shiney new cobalt blue ds light. its quite cool.