Aug 19, 2007 18:44
Yep. My life is slowly falling apart. Ashleys moved on. Carl could careless. And sam wants me more than ever. But I cant date him. I have very limited options. A- I can beg ashley to take me back but knowing that i need and want carl B- be lil FWB with carl and have nothing left but that or C- Date sam and be completely unhappy. Nothing right now sounds good. I want ashley to want me. And I want carl to want me. But now this whole thing has backfired cause now no one wants me...lol..its kinda amusing that one lil lapse of judgement can cause so much pain and cause so many problems. Life is weird like that I guess
<3 steph
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