me myself and i

Apr 09, 2003 23:54

oh god i am so sick of looking at myself.
sure i'm vain enough, and i do like seeing how incredibly skinny i was in 10th grade as i pranced
around stage in white leggings to the sounds of portishead, but enough is enough.
to clarify--i have to make a tape to send to brown (yes, now, in april. yes, they just asked me for it
now) of my choreographic work in modern dance and figure skating. so i've been going through the archives
all night long, instead of rocking out at the OK GO concert. which of course has left me none too happy with
my night, myself, my situation, and the world. especially since every time i turn on the cable in a desperate
attempt to see someone other than MYSELF on the big screen--its that same footage of the same rejoicing iraqis.
and while, yes i'm glad that "progress" has been made in this war because (thinking optimistically) it means the war will be over sooner, it's so clearly NOT the end of the war. ignorant news stations like Fox should stop treating it as such.
i'd rather watch myself in a leotard for hours than have to sit through more Fox news. whenever my dad and i flip past the station we shout obscenities at the screen--in a kind of father/son, male-bonding, super bowl-watching sort of way.
this tape has to be sent out TOMORROW. so must get back to.....myself.
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