Is it so complicated? That my heart can't have a breath?

[bellaconcion]

I wonder how it works.

How everything can be going fine but I feel like crap inside.

How my whole life is changing and moving forward in a positive way and I still feel stuck.

I hate that I shake when I get upset and that I want to throw up.

I hate that I physically can't handle things sometimes.

I hate that I am much stronger than I show.

How does this all come about?

Will it ever change? Will things ever be normal?

Will truth ever prevail?

Is that guy out there that won't just think that my little girl is adorable(which she is) but will also love her as much as he loves me?

Are dreams really just dreams or do they have a way of coming true?

Even if you actively pursue them.... can they really come true?

Or are we all really just unrealistic dreamers?