if i didnt have bad luck i wouldnt have any luck at all

[bellabeat]

i hate this town.
i hate my mom.
i hate being 16.
i hate guys.
i hate life.

i get in trouble for having a bad attitude because i get let down everyday.
i get in trouble because my mom has complete control in being an asshole while i work and go to school and be her little fucking maid.

i get treated like shit in this house and i still get in trouble for that.
i work way to much to even have a life and im getting sick of it. working thursday through sunday is really starting to get me. now i know the meaning of being overworked and underpaid. this is bullshit..
life is not fair at all and i just wish i was out of her already. only another fucking year and a half.

and i cant wait til you leave this summer because maybe then you wont surround me in everything i do like you do now. even when i think you dont you do.

wow, i can not wait to get the fuck out of here.