Jun 19, 2004 15:06
family drama.. it sucks. I've been home a full day and already its all starting. My mom, and my brother do not get along really well. They are totally different, on this part its always my moms right, and my brother is wrong. He's so much like my dad, even though my parents are divorced it always seems like my dad is still here, because of Scott. Juss grrrrrrrr. He totally screwed me over in my car, and making things a lot worse and more complicated for my mom. I mean, yah i don't have a job, but it's not like if they needed me to i would, or well my mom for the most part. Things NEVER were this bad,it's not bad others probaly have it worse, but it just sucks knowing because of me stuff is really sucky around here now. He's fuggin 30, going on 31.. not married but has to live with us still.. juss god damn go have a life of your own and stop making our lives full of your shit that you want to control. I really have grown more with my one brother Todd, but just Scott, i can't stand him anymore. The little things he does just urkes the hell out of me. I get annoyed so easily with him. My mom is all full of tears, yet she wont show it. I know shes killing on the inside, but Scott just makes it all worse. I wish things would get better, but all my life it's been like this. He does what he wants to do when he wants to and its really pissing all of the fam. off. Juss god damn brother! Because of him screwing me over, i have to put money in for this car, that I've saved for a whole nother thing, yeah okay you can say im a spoiled kid but i'm not, i save for my own stuff so don't judge it. peace.
sorry.. i hadda gget my stress out somehow.