Semi.
Semi was... well... fun while it was going on. But I got in the car and saw that picture of his girlfriend on the dashboard and just go so... blah. I realize its "insignificant" but I mean... it's like torture. There are so many complexities to this situation.
1. He has a girlfriend.
2. This has happened before (he cheated on his last ex with his current gf).
3. Theoratically: it will happen again.
4. He's not going to be here next year.
5. He's so insensitive to the fact I am jealous.
6. He's so blind to the fact I am jealous.
7. He's so hot and I can't help but like him.
8. He's using me.
They aren't really pros and cons... it's mucch more than weighing those things out. Because some weigh more than others. The wise decision would be to just give up on him. But, I'm not wise...
I'm 15 and a sophomore in high school. I think that when I didn't say goodbye to him, and sorta slammed the car door shut he got the picture that I'm mad. At least I hope so.
God... helpppppppp!
You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight
someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of
you I don't care if that's not fair