time to move on already!!!
It still guts me every time I think of them together. in the bed where I used to sleep. and cuddle. he was cute. and funny. and insensitive. and probably thought he was too good for me. what makes her so much better? she’s younger. not really that much prettier.
he used to make me giggle. blush. but I was not enough for him. I’m not a forever kind of girl. why couldn’t it work for me? why could it work for her? I bet it always works for her. it still hurts. alone again like I was at the beginning. I liked him. a lot. but I guess there were also many things that I didn’t like about him. we never really talked. he was never really that into me. maybe a little in the beginning.
writing doesn’t help. he’s still with her. happy. I’m still alone. as always.
I didn’t fit into his life. I was never convenient. I put in so much effort for him and got zero in return. it’s the same as every other time. but why would I want to change that? I love with everything that I’ve got, never hold back too much. is it too much to ask for the same in return. just try.
you never tried for me.