Love is a beautiful thing....NOT!!!
Okay, I really really like B. It's driving me insane!!! During a down point at work, I told my friend Michelle that I liked B. I know that she won't say anything because I know who she likes and she doesn't want anybody to know..so anyway yeah I told her. She said for me to casually find out when his birthday is because '17 sounds much better than 16.' which is very true. I saw him for a few minutes today before I left...he was lookin' cute as always. I had a balled up piece of paper in my hand and I pretended to throw it at him and he said to me "Throw it and see what happens." I threw it and missed and then he threw it back at me and hit me in the cheek!! I laughed and he laughed it was all good and very cute...we're fucking cute together....damn. I'm thinking about whether or not i should have Caprisha tell him that I like or if I should just tell him myself...I'm afraid to...the last time I dod, it blew up in my face and now I can't stand the guy(Don). so yeah, but I know for a fact that he's not going to tell me...fuck. I know that one of you that commented said for me to tell him myself...I'm so confused. I vowed that I would never date someone I worked with again....maybe it's time to break that vow?!
Gosh darn it I really really like B. I just hope that he likes me as much as I like him!!! I think he does but you never know about guys.