so little time
I hate when the kids go back up to school. It usually takes a week for me to get readjusted. It feels like all the people that i have the best connection with and the most love for all of the sudden are just ripped away from me. Although i guess sometimes it is a good thing for me mentally when they leave too....it makes me a lot more independant.
T. called today...and like 5 times yesterday. Not sure what he really wants from me anymore and deleted his voicemails without listening to them first. I wish there was a way that i could just make him forget he ever met me. i really never felt close to him and i think he was just a filler person for me. I hate how that sounds. Sounds callous.
There is a lot of stuff that i am not liking about myself lately. I have been pissed at one of my closest friends for like a week now and really i guess i have no reason to be. Everything he does is his choice and i really have no say in what he does, he is an adult after all. OH fuck it i am not in the mood right now.
T. called today...and like 5 times yesterday. Not sure what he really wants from me anymore and deleted his voicemails without listening to them first. I wish there was a way that i could just make him forget he ever met me. i really never felt close to him and i think he was just a filler person for me. I hate how that sounds. Sounds callous.
There is a lot of stuff that i am not liking about myself lately. I have been pissed at one of my closest friends for like a week now and really i guess i have no reason to be. Everything he does is his choice and i really have no say in what he does, he is an adult after all. OH fuck it i am not in the mood right now.