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From November until 2 weeks ago, it was a steady, drizzly 50 degrees. All I wanted was some real winter, just a little snow. And now that it has been in the teens and 20's with windchills of 4 degrees for a while, I am ready for warm weather. that is so unlike me. I hate humidity and being really hot. I miss philly in the spring time. I keep thinking of when I used to baby sit Alessandra and I would just wander the city with her in the sling. down pine street, stop at starbucks, wander around broad street and stop at the kimmel center to pee when the coffee kicked in. and it's sunny and just barely warm, like you're better off with a light jacket but you just wear short sleeves anyway. and sunglasses. I like those days.
I'm leaning towards going back to jersey next semester. I'm so grateful that I got to go away to college and have the whole experience, and I know I could have a lot of fun in the next 2 years, but.. I just want to go home. and save a lot of money from being added to my debt. and squeeze in classes and maybe finish a little earlier. michael is moving out in the next few months, and my mom and I get along better when it's just us.
but if I did stay, then I have to be an RA to keep the money down. which means I have to go to this 2 hr once a week class. I really don't want to do that. and I have to take the sophomore evaluation in may, which means a whole lot of piano stuff I'd have to practice and learn. and I don't want to do that. and I know that in may I will cry and think how much I will miss my friends and hartt and decide I want to stay, so if I just dont take the RA class then I will have screwed myself, but it will be good so there is no decision to make. right?
Rush started yesterday.. 13 girls came out!! and Benefit plans are going well.
and being 21 is fun.
I love having the room to myself. I can practice here with a mute when it's too freezing to walk back to hartt at night.
Lesson today at 3.. crap.
I'm leaning towards going back to jersey next semester. I'm so grateful that I got to go away to college and have the whole experience, and I know I could have a lot of fun in the next 2 years, but.. I just want to go home. and save a lot of money from being added to my debt. and squeeze in classes and maybe finish a little earlier. michael is moving out in the next few months, and my mom and I get along better when it's just us.
but if I did stay, then I have to be an RA to keep the money down. which means I have to go to this 2 hr once a week class. I really don't want to do that. and I have to take the sophomore evaluation in may, which means a whole lot of piano stuff I'd have to practice and learn. and I don't want to do that. and I know that in may I will cry and think how much I will miss my friends and hartt and decide I want to stay, so if I just dont take the RA class then I will have screwed myself, but it will be good so there is no decision to make. right?
Rush started yesterday.. 13 girls came out!! and Benefit plans are going well.
and being 21 is fun.
I love having the room to myself. I can practice here with a mute when it's too freezing to walk back to hartt at night.
Lesson today at 3.. crap.