*grabs vagina* YOUR SUCH A NIGGER!

[bella_murder]

if i get called a bitch, dumb, or anything of that matter.
im going to fucking stab myself in the head.
its getting ridiculous.

does it matter that the most horrible thing in my life happened?
that i am truly fucking devasted?
that my heart is broken?

noooooo, just make it worse ...
go ahead ..
my heart is already broken to the point of nothing.
theres nothing more the fucking break.

MAYBE JUST ONCE! JUST ONCE! stop fucking thinking about yourself, and think maybe i am hurting someone.
god dammit.