May 16, 2005 14:26
So, I had a nervous break down in Pathmark last night......I sat on the floor in the cereal isle and cried.....on the floor....because I'm a loser....
And all I wanted to do was talk to andrew.....and I knew that he was asleep and wasn't going to answer the phone....but for some reason listening to his voice mail and picturing him with a giant foam sheriff hat and aviator glasses made me feel slightly better.
I hung out with Doug for like 2 seconds last night and it was the most uncomfortable thing ever....we had like nothing to say to eachother....which didn't really surprise me....so we talked about bullshit....I don't know yet if I feel the need to try it again....maybe if he calls me....which I doubt will happen...
Yea so...I'm so bored here at work.....and I don't wanna start school...I want a break....a longer one then 3 weeks....
I have an obsession with paper clips and tape....i like to bend and break paper clips and i rather enjoy wrapping tape around my finger and then bending my finger. It makes the tape stretch out....lol...I'm odd.....
I'm going to the gym tonight after work.....and I'm going to work my ASS off......then I'm going home, watching everwood (so no one call between 9 and 10) and then going to relax in my room.....get my buzz on and then go to sleep....lol...
feel free to call me up and but me.....<3<3
ps....mara if u read this before I talk to you.....know that I will call you later and tell you everything...but I'm currently at work and can not have a "kelley you're so stupid convorsation"