This fanmix is a bit depressing, I went with the whole canon doomed love thing... Sorry about that.
Made for the big bang challenge at
femslash_land Peace of Mind - Bat For Lashes
Look at this and look at us
We wonder, oh we're wondering
I don't like to say we're lost
Try my best with needing us
Build a ladder to the sky
Sit up there and say, oh my
Does looking down make me a queen?
All the sorrow that I see
If I ever get back down
Find a map that takes me back
Through the wounded, through the wars
To a time that came before
To hover bored into the sun
Come back when my time is done
A mother for this childless world
An arrow of light for every boy and girl
Resurrection - The Temper Trap
In the cold stone walls
house where the fleeting dead fall
a mother
is crying
outside
In the darkest of hours
left with her perilous thoughts
they circle
to squeeze dry
her soul
Face (Her) - Newton Faulkner
Instrumental
White Blank Page - Mumford & Sons
But tell me now, where was my fault
In loving you with my whole heart
Oh tell me now, where was my fault
In loving you with my whole heart
A white blank page
and a swelling rage, rage
You did not think
when you sent me
to the brink, to the brink
You desired my attention
but denied my affections, my affections
Dragonhide - My Latest Novel
Are you aware of my plan: enter time, ready, kill
Ready my turn, offer my warm cry, line up my bloody time
And are you ready for what I can do to you
Forget what I have said, watch what I do
In my head, my hands on your neck and I'll pull you to the ground
I'll kick and throw you around, but I'm frozen to this spot
Shut your mouth, like a dragon-trap wrapped around your fingernails
When my eyes are fixed in you there's no telling what I could do
I can turn you to dragon-hide or make you a grain of sand
And I let you fall and crush you like an ant
Or place you in my tongue and swallow
I Feel You - 3 Doors Down
They gave me a life that's not so easy to live
And then they sent me on my way
I left my love and forgot my dreams
I lost them along the way
Those little things you say
When words mean so much
You never back down
And they all shy away
You always listen to me
And what do I get to get me through these sleepless nights?
And what do I have to hold when no one's there to hold me tight
And what do I see? the only thing that gets me through this is what I feel and I feel you
Quiet Houses - Fleet Foxes
Lay Me Down
Don't Give In
Come To Me
Lay Me down
Better Than Me - Hinder
I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
And guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered what it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
Broken - Seether and Amy Lee
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
Pressure (Live Acoustic Version) - Paramore
Cause I fear I might break
and I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to show
For all of the days that we spent
Carried away from home
Somethings I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty
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