The Only Thing...
Whoaaa!!! Okay, so yeah. About tonight. I went to dinner with Vicki and Ryaaaaan (Zax)...twas fun...then rode out to CF for CL.....which was...uh. Interesting. CL was good, the service was kinda wonky thought. Bill is such a crazy-head!! He told me (after he pronounced the Hebrew for me)...that he was praying for a nice, handsome, good Christian man for me. When I pointed out that I didn't really want anyone right now, he laughed and said not for right now. He's a goof. Then he went all serious on me. X_X..so yeah. John pronounced the Hebrew for me as well, so I think between meshing the two I"ll have a pretty close idea. Jimmy was there, and that was awesome. Aaaand...yeah. Gigi asked me if I would be interested in the YP position at CL!!!! OMG!!!! That's just kinda....confirmation for me. And Janie did the same thing Friday. Soo..I'm kinda viewing this as confirmation, from God, that what I'm doing here is right, no matter how much it hurts. Yeah. Sitting here at, you know, 3 AM...and totally wide awake. Even though my alarm is going to ring in a few hours, and I'll be expected to be well-rested and alert.
In other news. I have to call DA's office to set an appt. I don't have ANY in March. At all. How weird is that? But anyways. Then I have work Monday and Tuesday. I'm going to see if I can either get off early Monday or come in late Monday. Because I'm going to talk to Julia monday. Get it over iwth and done with. And I'm going to invoke pastoral confidence. It's not a matter of life-and-death, so if I invoke that, she can't tell anyone. Then...Monday night. I'm going to meet with Alex to discuss all this. Tuesday, work. Wednesday, laundry and packing!! Thursday...CAMP! and over the weekend....KITCHEN WITCH TIME!! and when I get back Sunday night, I'll be exhausted and I'll just collapse in bed. Then work next monday, then come home and talk to BG!!!!!! and hear all about MISS...
Let's see. I've really kinda hit the revalation thing tonight. Ry and I were listening to Relient K and Shane and Shane on the way home, and the RK song "I So Hate Consequences" made me cry....and so did the Shane and Shane song "I Miss You"...(Will be CD hunting shortly)....but really, when I came home and looked up the lyrics and video for this song...I almost lost it. Below are some of the most unbelieveably, inexpressibly REACHING lyrics I've ever heard. They just....got to me.
The years of failing
The years of nailing up yourself
To a cross you can’t bear
That’s why He was there
What a beautiful day
When He washed all our sins away
What a beautiful day
By grace you have been saved
By grace you have been saved
By grace you have been saved
By grace through faith
Through faith
Wow. Okay. That's awesome. *tears up a bit* Anyways. I'm gonna go...uh...write or something. I don't know. I'm going to read. Do something.
In other news. I have to call DA's office to set an appt. I don't have ANY in March. At all. How weird is that? But anyways. Then I have work Monday and Tuesday. I'm going to see if I can either get off early Monday or come in late Monday. Because I'm going to talk to Julia monday. Get it over iwth and done with. And I'm going to invoke pastoral confidence. It's not a matter of life-and-death, so if I invoke that, she can't tell anyone. Then...Monday night. I'm going to meet with Alex to discuss all this. Tuesday, work. Wednesday, laundry and packing!! Thursday...CAMP! and over the weekend....KITCHEN WITCH TIME!! and when I get back Sunday night, I'll be exhausted and I'll just collapse in bed. Then work next monday, then come home and talk to BG!!!!!! and hear all about MISS...
Let's see. I've really kinda hit the revalation thing tonight. Ry and I were listening to Relient K and Shane and Shane on the way home, and the RK song "I So Hate Consequences" made me cry....and so did the Shane and Shane song "I Miss You"...(Will be CD hunting shortly)....but really, when I came home and looked up the lyrics and video for this song...I almost lost it. Below are some of the most unbelieveably, inexpressibly REACHING lyrics I've ever heard. They just....got to me.
The years of failing
The years of nailing up yourself
To a cross you can’t bear
That’s why He was there
What a beautiful day
When He washed all our sins away
What a beautiful day
By grace you have been saved
By grace you have been saved
By grace you have been saved
By grace through faith
Through faith
Wow. Okay. That's awesome. *tears up a bit* Anyways. I'm gonna go...uh...write or something. I don't know. I'm going to read. Do something.