Dec 31, 2005 16:48
Well, I lost my virginity this week. It was quite the experience. I actually felt a lot of pain and had some blood. I was nervous as hell and I wasn't sure if I could handle it. The good thing is that it was protected sex. We had condoms and I am on birth control. So all the bases were covered. It was a meaningful experience and I almost cried afterward because there was so much emotion involved.
I'm glad that my first time was with Paul and his first time was with me. Neither of us knew what we were doing so we worked through it together like you would in a healthy relationship. Afterward he helped me by getting me some drinks and food. He wanted to make sure that the soreness was minimal. He is a great guy. He treated me like a princess and asked me throughout the whole sexual encounter whether or not I really wanted to go through with it. He wanted to make sure that I was comfortable and that meant the world to me.
I know that this is a personal thing but I wanted to share it.