Jun 21, 2006 10:36
I really didn't know what I was to expect from this summer. I mean this was the first summer that I ever had a job. Not to mention I had to take summer classes too, which turned out to be a real challenge. Then of course I'm going to HONDURAS. I really didn't lose the weight that I wanted to lose but I think too that I look fine. Besides, the main thing now is that I'm engaged and have to start losing weight for the wedding. I mean I have to get myself into a hot wedding dress. So what better motivation than a wedding and a wedding dress trying on session?
Right now I have a new bathing suit that I think just rocks. I love it. It fits me really well and covers up my problem areas. I just wish sometimes that I could be one of those girls that could eat whatever she wanted and be able to drop the weight. However, I'm not. I'm a middle sized girl that is a little chubby but not fat. Everyone tells me that I look good and that I shouldn't worry about how much I weigh. I'm just a woman though, we worry about things like weight. I guess you can't really blame me for that.
The important thing is that I'm going to have a good time at the beach no matter what. I know that I'm going to be tan, eat good food, and be able to run on the beach. Not to mention I can catch up on some summer reading. I have a pile of books that are ready for the beaches of Roatan. Not to mention our beach house is going to be GORGEOUS!
Have I mentioned that I love World Cup Soccer? It's the best and it has been keeping me happy for the last few weeks. It is so much fun to watch soccer. It's fast paced and things can change in a matter of seconds. Not to mention male soccer players are HOT.