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Well well well, things have been amusing lately. I've been working like mad to make a pathetic paycheck so that I can afford that fifth of jack every two weeks. It's been nice working with the guys again, but I always find that I get sucked into it too easily and normally become a recluse from everything else. Working graveyard doesn't help that either. All my girlfriends are hooking up or are already hooked up with their boy-things and its making me think twice about my situation. I fear that if I ever do become comfortable enough in a relationship to stay in it longer, that it would change too much about me. That and the huge responsibility of dependancy from a relationship hangs over my head like a big black cloud. I don't care what any of you say, it's always there and you always have to deal with it. People get used to having someone there to comfort you or however the fuck you want to put it...and I don't think I am ready for that. Oh the freaky horror. I hate this. I really do. If I didn't have so much time to think at my job I am sure I'd be fine.
My sister is probably going to get married within the year, and I have to be the maid of honor. I'm still fighting about the flowers in the hair thing. She says they plan on having kids. That is so weird. The part where you go from poor college student to a married soon to be mother happens more quickly then I thought.
That is it for my thoughts of the day...
My sister is probably going to get married within the year, and I have to be the maid of honor. I'm still fighting about the flowers in the hair thing. She says they plan on having kids. That is so weird. The part where you go from poor college student to a married soon to be mother happens more quickly then I thought.
That is it for my thoughts of the day...