Aug 22, 2005 10:54
Looking back at all my former entries, whether under bellagiorno, or bella4you...I've come to realize how much more fun you and I were back then...not so serious. Perhaps Germany will do us some good...I will miss you with all of my heart, but, perhaps, right now it is just what we need...we will learn that we can learn about each other more and more...because I think we've come to a pt in the relationship where we think we've learned all we can learn and that there is no more reason to get excited about each other...but that is soooo very not true. So, like I said, I have come to the conclusion that we, as an "us", are tooooo serious. It is time to lighten up and enjoy each other's company again! I think we've already started to do this over the past couple of days, we've been more happy, and giggly...but still...look back at those past entries and you will see what I mean about having become to serious. Now, I don't want us to throw out all seriousness, just whatever happened to our giddy-in-love selves? They seem to only re-appear when we are ACTUALLY together...but back then they existed when we were apart too...and see, I think if they can once again exist when we are apart, aka through our letters to one another, then we will most definitely have no problem getting through the next ten months. I love you...you are so special and so amazing! ...and definitely sexy too! *muah*
KeL*