Nov 29, 2005 11:35
I havent written in this thing in forever.
Much much has happened. Too much to deal with.
So I need to move out asap. I need money, a lot of it. I
hate money it ruins everything. I wish that the most exspensive
thing in the whole wide world was $100. That would be
perfect. I need a car it sucks having to rely on people for
transportation I feel like such a burden. I hate relying on
people anyways though.
So things never work out as you plan them too and I am kind of glad for
once. One of the most confusing things in my whole life has
finally come to an end. And something new is about to
start. Or at least I think it is, if I don't ruin it. I
anticipate heartbreak all the time and all I can see is shit
ending. I need to shut my mouth and get on with things let things
work out the way their suppose to. It's much easier said than
done.