Why?
All I think about is you... its hurts me so deeply why did you take me to the highest places and made me believe in love once more, but i remembered that love is not true .. not true to me. Love is so hard to believe in i thought i loved you i though you were the best i tried blaming everything to myself just to see that smile you used to have when you saw me but that smile slowly drifted away why do i miss you. You made me give up on myself youve made me cry endless nights even though that my limit and i still love you, i love you even more. Why does this hurt? I HATE this feeling you left me without hope your just a little kid you dont know what you want, what happened between us we loved each other so much, i beg you, bring my old self back i want her back, maybe none of this words would make you come back to me there its no use to dwell I swore that not one more guy especially a little kid would make me cry... I know you still love me I know how you feel I can see it in your eyes but i now you cant lie to me I know thing i know best I am strong and you KNOW that, from everyone you now that, i saw your eyes the day you left me yes the day we decided to go our own ways I knew it was going to happend we werent ment to be but if destiny desides to bring us back together life knows best, I cant talk to you because it hurts I know you see me smiling all the time, but this is to show you how strong I am but i cant lie to myself and neither you but life suck so i have to deal with this Im sorry i know you thought i was different but I guess I am another weak chick with a life full of drama. But today is this day where everything is in my past and I will be strong and you know i can I miss you I love you and good luck to you but dont forget that I will always be there for you .