long day
hey guys its me...well last nite i spent the nite @ kristin's n today we woke up, ran, rode bikes, n a lot of stuff...i havnt run in foreva n today was so much fun but would hav been better if it raind...rite kristin..lol...but yea i cant wait for xc to start but i dont knw y..prob b/c all my friends r in xc...yea n something thats been bothrin me is that fact that my mom n grma say i dont care a/b my dad which i do but i act like i dont to hide the feelins i hav a/b thier probs but they think its an act when i tell them that..i dont understand parents @ all b/c they nevr believe us..y not we will nevr knw but w/e...idk n i cant stand tryin to find someone to date but evryone my age just want a gf or bf n all i want to do is date around n i hate tellin ppl no when they get too attachd or try to go in for the kill..b/c its hard to ask someone out so now i tell them straight up i dont want a bf n than we date for a while, they get attachd, then i hav to tel them again n than they nevr call back..i think its gay but that's just me...but yea i dont hav much to say..lol..n its my first real entry for me so hope yall like it