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seriously i hate being single b/c guys suck...well not really but i hav a crush on one guy but i dont want to get involvd rite now b/c all that happend in my last relationship n i'm afraid to love again n to open my heart n soul n give evrything into that relationship but than get burnt to a crisp again!! b/c i dont think i could go thru that again but i dont think this guy would do that b/c he's nevr had a gf b4 n i knw him really well n all but idk..n there's these three really cute guys at owkr but the only one that is single is 20 yrs old n i dont really knw them that well so its kinda just a crush..u knw how that goes...i hate this....being single can b sooo complicatd...argh!! lol but today i hung out w/ ricky n we went to st john's town centr n than to chik-fil-a for lunch than to c war of the worlds which was amazing!! i lovd it...i seriously would recomment it to evryone to c....but yea n we saw jimmy sommer (he's the guy i hav a crush on) at publix...he works there...it was fun...but yea n it was soo cute jimmy askd me to do something tonite but i had to work n he told me that i lookd awesome! but i said i'd gaind some weight n he said it lookd good on me....n ur prob thinking wat a jerk but he was being real w/ me n that's wat i lik in a guy. the only thing that sucks w/ jimmy is that he's nevr had a gf b4 so that makes me more experienced than him n idk...i always seem to get the guys who hav nevr had a gf b4 or had one in a long time....wat's w/ me??...lol..but w/e i want to get to knw him bettr n on a different level so i'm thinking a/b dating him or something....he's really sweet n has the best personality....n he makes me laugh n is cute to boot!! lol that rhymd..kristin...lol...but i'm gonna go b/c i'm tired n i'm hanging out w/ ricky n ryan tom....<3333 jamie lynn