BaKk To LiFEe..BaK tO ReAliTy :-(
Hey Evry1!..finally im bak from florida..Well it was a verrry fun trip..Stayed at the tides..and then the marriot..south beach then anths school..met sum interesting ppl lol. Weather was beautifull. Although..i couldn't have left at a more worse time.. monday night..matt came over..and i was happy 2 see him..but it didnt seem that way the other way around..i kuld see in his eyes he was hidein sumthyn frum us the whole night..but i mean what kan i do..i didnt know what it was..so then he told me sum things that were just different...then that night he called me..and told me he met sum1 in florida..im just gunna leave it at that..kuz im not gunna bash him on live journal. i was..feeling soo many different feelings..i didnt kno how 2 feel anymore :-\...i called amanda she helped me..thankgod lol. and yeah were styll together..idk if i made the right choice..but i've always learned if you truly love someone..You work 4 them..u dont just get scared and run away..no matter how many fishes are in the sea..Well enough of that...Last night i was with him..it was good..We gut to see eathother basically after 2 weeks.. i Miss anth he has sum greaaat roomates in florida hahaha :-) But i kno he misses us too..he misses tiana :-(...Well he'll be along soon again..I wish i was still in florida..but it was time to get home and be bak to reality..Im not ready 4 school whatsoever...i hope this yr is smooth sailing..but evry1 wishes that..and it backfires..im just gunna study hard lol..alrighht im goin 2 babyy sit..x0xx
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