I've been trying...
It's so hot in here I can barely do whatever I wanted to do! =P God, I hate Summer...
I've been trying to write some stuff, but I just can't. My brain went totally blank, I can't even get a decent sentence. =/ On the other hand, I've had lots of ideas for new fanfiction. Wish I wrote as fast as I think, it would save me a lot of despair and regret!
Out From Under - I've wanted to write chapter nine since the very beginning of this fic. Now I've finally reached it, I finished it after, what, two months, but now I'm stuck again. Gah, I hate aftermaths... =P Note to everyone: I hate chapter 10! Wish I could just write "Too complicated, couldn't write it, just imagine it"... I can't wait to see it finished, though. I'm really proud of this work (until now, at least...) and I wouldn't want to give up on it.
Dance With Me - I just don't know what to do about this one! I know I shouldn't have written it without knowing how things work in the USA, but I wanted to write it so bad, I barely could wait! =/ Now that high school sistem doesn't work and I don't want to revise it all over again. On the other hand, I really like the final chapters, even though it's a teenage fic with a not-so-happy ending. Oh, and I don't have a beta-reader - I refuse to post a multi-chaptered fic online without a beta-reader! =P
Adelatus - it's just a shortfic but I started it on April and look, it has only one sentence! ONE!! I'm stuck on the very first beginning of it. And I want to write it so bad. It's a piece around Mulder and Mrs. Scully during Scully's abduction. I'm part of that I Wish Mulder and Mrs. Scully Were BFF Group too. =P
See the Sun - okay, this one is so strange I'm even scared to talk about it. But I would like to try it, even if I think people wouldn't like the idea very much. In this AU, Emily is in fact Melissa's daughter and Mr. Sim is the one behind his wife's murder, so Scully decides to adopt her niece. But then she discovers who Emily's father is and... well, it's scary, I say. =/ But I'm so excited about it...
Close to Home - huge, HUGE work around seasons 8 and 9 mythology. Actually, I need to revise the entire mythology! And I need lots of ideas for this one. I need to think of a way to explain how Mulder and Scully could prevent William to become the key to human salvation in 2012. I need to explain how on Earth William can be 27 years old and have no idea of who he is, who his parents are and why he was put up for adoption. If I work out this huge problem, I may have found out which fic will come next after OFU... ;)
Closure - collection of drabbles around Deathly Hallows, how the characters dealed with the loss of their beloved ones and how they found the strenght to carry on. I don't want to mention the fact that I can't write a single decent drabble to include in here. Ooops, too late... =P
You've Got a Way - I'm stuck at the end of this fanfiction since 2004! It's an Oliver/Katie fic (HP) and once I don't have anything else prepared, I would like to finish it and post it anytime soon. I only need four more chapters... but nothing comes out! ='(
Until the End of the World - a Teddy/Victoire one, second generation (HP). Too lazy even to organize the chapters of this one! =P
Sometimes I feel so embarrassed of myself... **blush in shame**
So, once I'm like this, I've been watching tv. I've been watching lots of tv... Maybe this is the answer to the question: "Unlike everybody else, why do I get so fat over the Summer?" =P So far I've discovered:
- you can always find new details around The X-Files episodes, even in those you've watched 149 times before;
- E.R. was such a good show! Why did they cut off the best characters, killed everyone who was decent in there and put new faces every year? I tried to watch some episodes but I couldn't stand them! I want early E.R. back! ='(
- Malcolm in the Middle needs to be one of the best comic shows ever! XD Everyone is amazing in there, especially the old creepy grandma! I can't stop laughing while watching it. And boy, if I laugh hard when my mom complains everyone is nuts in there! X'D
- Criminal Minds makes me feel sorry for not studying Criminal Psychology! =/ That damn thing is so interesting - I feel tempted to read a lot about every single case they deal with in there. And the characters, they're amazing. It's kind of shocking to see Huff's wife running after criminals (Paget Brewster, I watched some episodes of "Huff" before) but still... XD Oh, and I love Reid. Don't ask me why! XD
- I rediscovered my love for House M.D. Unfortunately, I kind of lost my love for Chase/Cameron - but I love Foreman/Thirteen now. I really like the new team; I guess I like them even more than the other. Not sure why, I think now Chase and Cameron are fine working on different areas. =P Too bad what happened in Simple Explanation. DAMN, he was my favourite character!! I'm still in denial. And I cry everytime I think about it! ='(
- CSI:NY can be a very good friend while dealing with late night insomnias! =P I love Gary Sinise! *-* Oh, and Danny/Lindsay is cute!
- I miss Cold Case. And Mick St. John... I mean, Moonlight! =(
And that's it. Crappy talk? Yeah, I know that... I just wanted to say I'm still alive. And post something... even if stupid! XD
Have fun! *-*
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