Dec 24, 2004 23:18
Yes.......... Tis the season for chillin with family. I never thought I'd be the one to dwell on past christmas experiences but, I just can't help it. It just seems like my family wasn't too thrilled to make the journey down here.
Every since grandma died things have been wierd for us. I mean I felt rejected by her but, at least the rest of the family was happy to be together when she was around. Now things just seem like a nuissance.
Maybe I should quit wishing the past to revisit me.