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So I've been working my ass off since before September... Working as many jobs, as many hours, and as often as in-humanly possible. I've been living alone for a few months now, and its nice... just gets a bit too quiet sometimes... It would even cost me $400 just to get a damn cat in here... wtf. So I guess its alone I go for the time being.
Recently I've been debating just selling all my shit, breaking my lease, selling my car, buying an old red convertible junker, and just drive West. Why? Because that's how I've been feeling. Just need to get away for a while, I need to recharge... I need to find out who I am, where I want to be, what I want to be doing... etc.
I really should be happy where I am... I have a very nice simple job that I work from Sun-Thurs. 3am-8am... FROM HOME... online... and I really dont do much work at all... for $12/hr you cant really beat that.
Next, I'm now bartending at two kickass bars in Ybor City... Beginning to work at the Castle, and getting paid very nicely to do so.
I've been doing a little sidework as well, photography, graphics, web design, tutoring, etc.
I have a nice setup here... yet I'm still not comfortable... Not like I should be. I never have days off, my idea of a day off, is when I'm only working one job... sad huh? I would like to see friends more, I would like to make an attempt at meeting new people... but it just seems so far from reality at this point.
I think part of my current dream, I may fulfill... I'm going to sell my car... and get an old junker... Something I can fix myself, something that doesnt require chips, computers, left handed oil filters and yadda yadda... good old fashioned gas guzzling, air polluting, slant six. Sounds damn good to me right now.
I think I'll start trying to take weekends or a few days through the week and go to Orlando, or Miami... or something just... different. Maybe take a week off sometime down the road and head to the Keys... I'm SO down for that.
If anyone has any ideas of somewhere I can go, or something I can do to just... release... and let go... or just have some damn fun... please, let me know.
Recently I've been debating just selling all my shit, breaking my lease, selling my car, buying an old red convertible junker, and just drive West. Why? Because that's how I've been feeling. Just need to get away for a while, I need to recharge... I need to find out who I am, where I want to be, what I want to be doing... etc.
I really should be happy where I am... I have a very nice simple job that I work from Sun-Thurs. 3am-8am... FROM HOME... online... and I really dont do much work at all... for $12/hr you cant really beat that.
Next, I'm now bartending at two kickass bars in Ybor City... Beginning to work at the Castle, and getting paid very nicely to do so.
I've been doing a little sidework as well, photography, graphics, web design, tutoring, etc.
I have a nice setup here... yet I'm still not comfortable... Not like I should be. I never have days off, my idea of a day off, is when I'm only working one job... sad huh? I would like to see friends more, I would like to make an attempt at meeting new people... but it just seems so far from reality at this point.
I think part of my current dream, I may fulfill... I'm going to sell my car... and get an old junker... Something I can fix myself, something that doesnt require chips, computers, left handed oil filters and yadda yadda... good old fashioned gas guzzling, air polluting, slant six. Sounds damn good to me right now.
I think I'll start trying to take weekends or a few days through the week and go to Orlando, or Miami... or something just... different. Maybe take a week off sometime down the road and head to the Keys... I'm SO down for that.
If anyone has any ideas of somewhere I can go, or something I can do to just... release... and let go... or just have some damn fun... please, let me know.