Dear Diary,

Feb 23, 2006 09:39

Lets start back on tuesday.
I was having a funny great day.
I was doing so many stupid funny things.
Walking into a door, dragging and tripping on a garbage bag.
I forgot the third thing.

Went to the movies to see "date movie" with Mike.
I adore that kid. He's so much fun to be around.
He's the type of boy that can be a total jackass*funny wise* but than two minutes later have a serious deep conversation with. It's amazing. So far, he's amazing.
The movie was hillarious. I recommand it if you go to the movies within the next week, watch that. It's awesome.
Than I got into his car and we took a drive to walmart. We wanted to eat out but there is like no real resturants to eat at. So walmart was fine. We just walked around the whole store, touching random things. I kept knocking over stuff lol.
My day was hillarious, I was such a dork all day.
Than he drove me back to my car at the movies.
We hugged, tried to kiss me but I gave him the cheek. ha, it was funny.

Came home and did nothinggggg. Went to bed eventually.

Wednesday sucked so much ass. Today does too so far. I woke up feeling like crap, than mom told me she had to use her car so I called dad and complained to him. Than I eventually got mom to drive crystals car and I took moms. But than as I was showering I ran out of hot water. It was horrible. I had shampoo in my hair until 330 pm. It was disgusting. I mean I rinsed it w/ cold water but it doesn't work that well. So I eventually got warm water, warm not hot. So I re shampooed my hair and got all prety. Actually I looked like shit yesterday, felt like shit. Went to the mall. Mike came around 6 and we hung out until like 730 -8 ish. It was alot of fun. I love his company. He walked me to my car and we hugged and just kissed twice. It wasn't like make out kiss. It was a peck. yuppp. He's going to georgia this weekend. We might hang out next weekend though. I don't know. We both don't want to date people. It's not us. He's enjoying he's early twenties and I'm enjoying being single and going to school soon and not having to worry about a boy. So even though we both seem to like each other I doubt we'll date.

LOL OMG everybody and their sister called me when we were at the mall so I kept looking at my phone. I felt rude but I didn't want to like miss anything. Grandparents called, Kaylee called twice, Mom called twice, I got a text from Russell and Cory. It was nuts lol. Mike slapped my butt lol I don't even remember how we got on the topic or anything. Than we went to Dicks and we were talking about penis's. Yeah won't get into that and while I was in dicks I got a text from Cory, I wont' say what it said but it was about a penis. Somebodys penis and it was hillllllarious. So yeah.

I hate not talking to cory and I'm glad he's dating Jodi. She seems really cool and shes really pretty and yeahhh. He better not dump her yet or I'll hurt him.And he better not ignore me because of her or I'll kill him. :] <333 you cory haha.

But yeah today I went to go babysitt and I almost died three times. It was fine weather until I got to the beach. Than the roads werent plowed or sanded or anything and there was like 6 inches of yuck on the roads. So as I'm going off the Y hill onto route 49 I lose control of the car and I start going into the other lane, there was no control over the front end of the car. I'm not even going to write in here what I did to help myself get under control because I do not want you to say "oh you should of done this and that" well basically shut up. I've never come into these situations before and it was scary so please dont say shit to me.

So I eventually got over and just in time cause there were cars coming towards me and cars coming from behind so I just pulled over and let two cars go in front of me. Than I started going and I went to turn off of 49 onto 13 so I wouldn't have to take Kimball Road and the car would not stop. I was slowing down but I was losing control of it. The plows didn't put sand down or salt or nothing so I just said fuck it and I just kept going straight. So I called mom and told her I couldn't do it I needed to come home so I took 49 to 46 and I had to stop at a stop light that was on a bridge and I was giong 30 and tried to slow down before i even had to stop and I just slide into a 90 degree position so I was across the whole road. Thank God there was no traffic coming the other way. So once the car decided to actually stop I turned my four ways on cause there were cars coming from behind the way I was suppose to be going lol so I did that and got back into the lane and just did 30-40 mphs and the truck that was behind me didn't ride my ass which I thank him for.

Before I even got to that light I knew I was going to have trouble. So I turned on the christian music channell and I talked to God and I asked God for his help because I was thirsty for his help and his love. I was like if theres any time I need help I need it now God so please help me. Those were like my real words. I was that scared and that vulnerable to crashing.

Sorry for the long entry I just had alot to talk about and yeah. So I eventually made it home okay. Once I got to 46 and headed towards Oneida it was just wet on the roads no snow so I was glad.

Once again I'm sorry for all this lol. But yeah I'm home now and I didn't die or even go in a ditch, Thank you God. But I'm going to go now. Good bye.
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