I love you.
My boyfriend just left after being here for 10 days. I miss him already. I didn't get annoyed w/ him this time, my sister said she didn't really get annoyed w/ him this time either. She was like "well maybe a little but that's just how I am with people" so yes. I think this was one of the best times I've had with Russell in a long time && it felt sooo good. My mom called a few minutes after he left just to see what was up w/ her days off and with college and stuff, thans he asked if russell left yet and i was like " yeah... pause.. and its sad" she was like yeah it is and i almost started crying. It was sad. and than I looked out the puter window and saw his car gone and I almost cried again. like now just writing this makes me want to cry lol. i'm a loser.
i just wish he didn't have to live so far away. i wish he could be like an hour away and i could see him way more often. he should move to syracuse or something lol. i know you cant russell im just pretending life was easy.
i have to vaccum later. i lite candles. i lite the one russell gave me. :] i did i did. yup. and than later i have to go get the mail. i don't feel like showering yet. i probably will later tonight, take a bath and shave, finally!
tomorrow we're going to the sound of music which reminds me i have to print out directions to the syracuse stage. hopefully the weather is okay tomorrow. its suppose to be just cloudy but we'll see. i think we should leave at like 1230 tomorrow. which will put us there probably around 115 or 130 than we have time to get our tickets and seats and stuff. yuppp im excited. i cant believe we're goinggg!
crystal starts school soon which is awesome. and i dont care really if she gets my car. i just really want a car some year because ihate sitting at home all day doing nothing. id rather be working honestly and it sucks when somebody actually wants to work and cant. its just dumb. maybe ill get a night time job at walmart. than i can use moms car when shes not using it and stuff. idk it wont work out cause my mom does stuff at night sometime.
im just babbling on and on about nothing because i havent really written in here forever. i think jamies mad at me but whatever. she just seems angry at the world. but im going to see what movies are playing monday or tuesday night and im going to try and hang out w/ her one of those nights. see a movie, go to walmart and be dorks. stuff like that. k im gonna go i should probably clean my room sunday. or today. i dont know when but chea.
i love you russell && i miss you already cheeseball. :[ :]
i just wish he didn't have to live so far away. i wish he could be like an hour away and i could see him way more often. he should move to syracuse or something lol. i know you cant russell im just pretending life was easy.
i have to vaccum later. i lite candles. i lite the one russell gave me. :] i did i did. yup. and than later i have to go get the mail. i don't feel like showering yet. i probably will later tonight, take a bath and shave, finally!
tomorrow we're going to the sound of music which reminds me i have to print out directions to the syracuse stage. hopefully the weather is okay tomorrow. its suppose to be just cloudy but we'll see. i think we should leave at like 1230 tomorrow. which will put us there probably around 115 or 130 than we have time to get our tickets and seats and stuff. yuppp im excited. i cant believe we're goinggg!
crystal starts school soon which is awesome. and i dont care really if she gets my car. i just really want a car some year because ihate sitting at home all day doing nothing. id rather be working honestly and it sucks when somebody actually wants to work and cant. its just dumb. maybe ill get a night time job at walmart. than i can use moms car when shes not using it and stuff. idk it wont work out cause my mom does stuff at night sometime.
im just babbling on and on about nothing because i havent really written in here forever. i think jamies mad at me but whatever. she just seems angry at the world. but im going to see what movies are playing monday or tuesday night and im going to try and hang out w/ her one of those nights. see a movie, go to walmart and be dorks. stuff like that. k im gonna go i should probably clean my room sunday. or today. i dont know when but chea.
i love you russell && i miss you already cheeseball. :[ :]