This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
Nope not at all. Its been one of those days that you just feel that all that you thought isnt what it is. People that i thought were my good friends i dont feel are,and things that i thought would be different arent. The only good thing that is coming up is the fact that i am freaking graduating. Thank goodness. Then i can try to forget all that has gone on this year. Forget all this crap ever happened and hope that some people will grow the heck up. Maybe maturity will finally happen. Why do people say things they dont mean, why do people talk crap behind peoples back and the next minute they are best friends, why do people sometimes find it appropriate to screw me over. Why do i always get screwed over. It seems when things are looking up and i think things are getting better, something happens that makes me feel like crap. I tried i really did to make this year more enjoyable putting everything bad behind me and not letting it happen again, but i guess it didnt work. Tomorrow i get my yearbook and that is always the best day, so i hope that tomorrow will be a heck of a lot better than today. All i keep thinking is 2 more days......2 more days....