Fattness Attack
I can't believe it.... it's not even noon and I've already screwed up. Yesterday went so well...
Water- 0 cal
Lemon Cleanse Drink - 150 cal (for whole day, 3 drinks)
Mexicorn- 140 cal (threw up, so we'll say 80 cal)
Laxies
Total- 240 cal
And then today I had to F*%& it up and have 570 CALORIES!!! I can feel all that fat going right to my hips. I came home and stepped on the scale... up 2 lbs. That's 2 lbs of fat sitting in my stomach. I can't stand it. I wish I didn't have myasthenia gravis... I wish I could run out the the gym and work out
for a couple of hours the way I used to. I am so angry with myself.
Does anyone have any tips to fight off cravings and keep from eating?
Water- 0 cal
Lemon Cleanse Drink - 150 cal (for whole day, 3 drinks)
Mexicorn- 140 cal (threw up, so we'll say 80 cal)
Laxies
Total- 240 cal
And then today I had to F*%& it up and have 570 CALORIES!!! I can feel all that fat going right to my hips. I came home and stepped on the scale... up 2 lbs. That's 2 lbs of fat sitting in my stomach. I can't stand it. I wish I didn't have myasthenia gravis... I wish I could run out the the gym and work out
for a couple of hours the way I used to. I am so angry with myself.
Does anyone have any tips to fight off cravings and keep from eating?