don't you hate...
when you think you're over something and then you have a dream about said thing you are over and you have to realize that maube it's something you still really want to happen?
And sadly I am talking about two very different things, one is someone admitting they suck at life and the other is me hooking up with a certain someone. Well in the dream it happened with such a strange mix of camp and high school. Somehow I was in high school visiting with all these camp people. I hate this muddled unconsious crap. Though at least it wasn't one of those dreams where I wake up bursting with happiness. I just kind of remembered it a little while ago and was like, "oh." The problem is that if I thought I could actually be with this person, things would change dramatically. Or at least shift a significant amount.
Can we talk about how I need to be back at school ASAP. I need to find a freaking job, get a passport, go to my classes, love living with Caitlyn, work my ass off and eventually board a plane to South Africa. Crap. A week and a half away.
And sadly I am talking about two very different things, one is someone admitting they suck at life and the other is me hooking up with a certain someone. Well in the dream it happened with such a strange mix of camp and high school. Somehow I was in high school visiting with all these camp people. I hate this muddled unconsious crap. Though at least it wasn't one of those dreams where I wake up bursting with happiness. I just kind of remembered it a little while ago and was like, "oh." The problem is that if I thought I could actually be with this person, things would change dramatically. Or at least shift a significant amount.
Can we talk about how I need to be back at school ASAP. I need to find a freaking job, get a passport, go to my classes, love living with Caitlyn, work my ass off and eventually board a plane to South Africa. Crap. A week and a half away.