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he wasn't there.
i was excited all day about seeing him tonight, but he didn't show up. i even left early from my band concert, just to be there relitively on time- all for nothing.
he won't call. i know he won't, but i sorely hope i am wrong. why do i fall so hard? i really need to stop this. but i can't stop thinking about him. ugh! i hate this. i don't want to like anyone. it is a lot of work, but i hope it's worth it this time.
because i gave him my number before, and he never called me. he called me once this time when he wanted to know whether or not i would be at swimming. you could barely consider that a phone call.
my oh my. i really am human, aren't i? i do have emotions that get the best of me. i do mess things up sometimes. yep. i can do this though. i know i can.
maybe i'll work up the nerve to call him. who knows....?
i was excited all day about seeing him tonight, but he didn't show up. i even left early from my band concert, just to be there relitively on time- all for nothing.
he won't call. i know he won't, but i sorely hope i am wrong. why do i fall so hard? i really need to stop this. but i can't stop thinking about him. ugh! i hate this. i don't want to like anyone. it is a lot of work, but i hope it's worth it this time.
because i gave him my number before, and he never called me. he called me once this time when he wanted to know whether or not i would be at swimming. you could barely consider that a phone call.
my oh my. i really am human, aren't i? i do have emotions that get the best of me. i do mess things up sometimes. yep. i can do this though. i know i can.
maybe i'll work up the nerve to call him. who knows....?