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im soo sick of being so sad
i really have no fucking idea what to doo
i just want him soo bad.
life is soo fucking shitty
its impossible to smile
ive been such a bitch to everyone around me
i really feel like my life is falling apart
and i dont even care
i just want to get aaway from everything
but i need to stop running away from my problems..
i know that
im just soo scarred to face the main problem
especially when nobody understands
(besides you zee)
and like nobody cares and they just think im being a bitch
im so sorry if im being a bitch
i dont mean to at all
im so out of it and fucked up and just soo sick inside
i just want to sleep
and never ever ever wake up
ever
i cant even cry :-\ ....
comment if you actuallly give a shitt