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its 5 o clock in the morning
i havent really slept yet
its been a wierd night.. full of thinking a lot.
i almost finished an intire book too
i thinki read 200 pages.
and i thought about byard a lot?
and katie..
i havent really figured very much out
but i have to go to swimming in 3 hours.
i probably might pass out since i havent slept or eaten.
but i pretty much feel like i dont wana sleep
for some reason i feel like i might never wake up
i dont really understand myself.
i might go try and read the other 60 pages or talk to people in heaven a little more
sometimes i just wish it was all a dream
or told him how i felt becasue it breaking me apart inside.
i havent really slept yet
its been a wierd night.. full of thinking a lot.
i almost finished an intire book too
i thinki read 200 pages.
and i thought about byard a lot?
and katie..
i havent really figured very much out
but i have to go to swimming in 3 hours.
i probably might pass out since i havent slept or eaten.
but i pretty much feel like i dont wana sleep
for some reason i feel like i might never wake up
i dont really understand myself.
i might go try and read the other 60 pages or talk to people in heaven a little more
sometimes i just wish it was all a dream
or told him how i felt becasue it breaking me apart inside.