wow, its been awhile...

Sep 16, 2004 16:23

Well its been a long time since i last wrote anything in here. wow, what should i talk about?
well, i am at NAU right now. its going alright. i just finished my 3rd week of classes (i dont have class on friday hahaha) so that means i have been here for about a month.
Alex and i have pretty much grown apart, we have different friends and dont really hang out at all. she comes home later than me at night so i see her then sometimes and she leaves before me in the morning.
there are a lot of cute boys here, but that are not very mature. Chris was a insane... ryan was really nice but i messed that one up... Chris K is cute but we are really different... and that leaves Tyler. *sigh* yea, hes nice. hes cute. we have a lot in common. hes musical. he plays a sport. yea, he sounds perfect for me. the problem you ask? yea, hes not exactly at NAU. haha, but about 45 minutes away and a senior in high school. to make things fair, i am only 2 months older. haha. i'm not sure exactly how to explain what he and i have. i wouldnt say friendship because friends dont make out. i see him everyweek and we make out or whatever and are cute with eachother and act like a couple... but we're not. He doesnt want a gf, hes told me this before. but then he told my friend yesterday that he likes me so much that i could change that but he wants to wait a month. why a month? i have no idea why. but if you think about, it would be funny to date a high schooler. haha, i would go to homecomming, winter ball, prom. hahah, it cracks me up.
i miss home a whole lot. during the day its not as bad because you stay busy. But then when you are laying in bed talking to your family about everything thats going on with their lives that you cant be there to witness... it gets hard. i feel like such a little kid here. everyone around me has no problem leaving family and then there is me lying on bed at night crying because i want to go home. and i still have 3 months until i get to go home. i miss so many people, pat tom eli matt elena ellen katie kendra joey rachel.... i just wish i could see them. Then there is the fact that i am younger than everyone here. they all go out to dance clubs and such and what do i do? nothing becuase i am only 17!!!
i am looking forward to seeing katie again so she can take me to her ccc crunk parties. haha. that was for you missah.
well... i need to get to english class. dont be afraid to keep in contact!!
Callie Butler
PO Box 20409
Flagstaff, Arizona 86011
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