im a slacker...

[believe00pixies]

im not doing so well with bothering to update these things anymore- but right now i feel the need to. megan and heather depew- you are two of the most amazing people i have ever met and will ever meet in my life.. i say all this here, because i know that no one from school has this link or could ever find this.. i love you two like you were my true sisters.. having heather back in my life now at lvpa has been an amazing thing, but im lacking the friendship i had with meg.. but our friendship will never die.. she said the most amazing things in her last entries... "i know this one guy...who plays bass... and this other guy..who like..plays guitar.. but like, they cant read music..." for some reason that always makes me laugh- i miss you, i miss our trips to cgp, i miss our randomness in marching band, the trips to the movies or mall, playing with the dogs, making up SIMS, having a cell phone ring in a random box at christmas, a banner falling from the sky...well, not really the sky.. sleepovers, being in honor guard as two little evil kids who had these big sisters in marching band and we ended up becoming such great friends.. we go back.. and even though we havent been apart of one anothers lives, she'll never be replaceable. i want to be able to be there for you guys right now- but i know there really isnt much i can do.. but i promise, anything at all- im there for you.. just like you guys have always always been there for me.. i remember hearing stories about him from you meg.. and from heather as well.. and i can only imagine how hard this is for you guys.. i lost all but one of my grandparents when i was basically a baby, so i couldnt say i know what its like.. you are two of the strongest people ive ever met.. and i admire you for that.. i admire you for everything..
RIP to "Pa Depew"...

i made this last night knowing i'd see heather today in school- so even though theres more heather then megan- i am almost POSITIVE that these pictures will make YOU smile, too.