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Oct 24, 2009 01:01

Ridiculous and ominous and nervous.
This is the worst and weirdest day.
I'm so stuck in myself. HELP!
I'm dying to be loved again,
I feel this is gonna fall through last minute.
I'm out $4.50. Damn,
not to mention all the emotional strain.
I swear you're boy-kind's last chance.
I SWEAR , I SWEAR, I SWEAR.
I can't let this happen to me again.
I can't take rejection, isolation, desperation.
I can fuck and fight and hide but
love without reciprocation is where
I draw the line!
I won't let you do that to me.
I will save myself the grief.
I'd rather be alone than let down.
again, again, again.
Please just put your arms around me.
Sweating and shaking and scared.
I'm ready.

"I've never been real sure of myself
Never trusted someone else"
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