I think everything keeps us from having a full experience of what we are, of who we are. We're so busy processing the remnants of the physical side of things that it's difficult to be in touch with much else. And we go on processing--old stuff too--at the same time we're in the "now" moment, so we're rarely fully in the moment. We're not fully in the now.
Just as a heavy fog often distracts us on a dark night as we make our way home, something grabbing our heart, and we think, "Am I on the right street?"...feeling so alone and vulnerable. (because our ego momentarily dropped the [illusionary] ball)
Faith helps us realign and collapse those doubtful moments. A small shift in awareness; the bad stuff slides by underneath like a satanic serpent.
Even a little faith (mustard seed size) is enough for miracles...but we rarely get out of our own way; we're in a perpetual, often fear-filled, fog. Which is why we all sin so much.
We then ask God to forgive us, as we forgive ourselves, and focus on loving.
Ideally. And, then a short time later, we sin some more. Guess it should be fun. Sometimes it is, momentarialy, then there's more hell to pay. But it's all good, else it wouldn't happen. So what if we don't like it, you know?
Just as a heavy fog often distracts us on a dark night as we make our way home, something grabbing our heart, and we think, "Am I on the right street?"...feeling so alone and vulnerable. (because our ego momentarily dropped the [illusionary] ball)
Faith helps us realign and collapse those doubtful moments. A small shift in awareness; the bad stuff slides by underneath like a satanic serpent.
Even a little faith (mustard seed size) is enough for miracles...but we rarely get out of our own way; we're in a perpetual, often fear-filled, fog. Which is why we all sin so much.
We then ask God to forgive us, as we forgive ourselves, and focus on loving.
Ideally. And, then a short time later, we sin some more. Guess it should be fun. Sometimes it is, momentarialy, then there's more hell to pay. But it's all good, else it wouldn't happen. So what if we don't like it, you know?
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