Jul 14, 2006 22:28
In the past, my ideals of effort have been "When you look back on what you did, or didn't do, at least you can say you tried, which is more than most people can say"
I am beginning to think I am dreadfully wrong on this subject. I am beginning to think the people who never put forth the effort to accomplish or obtain something have the right idea. Sure, they MAY experience less of life, but at the same time, they may have possibly wasted less.
I have put forth tons of effort into many many things in my life.
I've MAYBE come up with a 10% gain for my efforts, and the losses of gain are becoming harder to deal with. At least if I didn't put forth the effort, I'd have more time and not feel so damn tired.
Am I being negative? Am I being self defeating? Am I being realistic? Am I right or flat wrong?
I don't know....and i'm close to the point where I really don't care what the answer is.
Also, the Arby's pepporoni melts are good.
-Beld