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[Filter: Cathy Miles]
I owe you a huge apology. I know that you're probably still angry with me and I know that this probably won't make anything better, but, I'm sorry.
You know, a lot of what Nicky said is true. Yeah, I have a really shoddy history with people. I mean, look at what happened with Susan. And Geoffrey...well. I don't know what I was thinking. But I'd like to put that all behind me. I...just want things to be different in the future. I'm not going to get myself into situations like that anymore. I'd like to think I've grown up a little this year. Yeah, I know, you've seen a lot of evidence of that, huh?
But Cathy. I do love you. And I understand that we can't be together right now, and maybe not ever. But that doesn't stop me from wanting the best for you. I just...I don't want to get into all the reasons why I don't think he's good for you, but...I really don't.
I don't know what I was thinking in the library. But the way he was treating you just didn't sit right with me. You don't deserve to be treated that way. I've never seen any evidence that he's a good boyfriend. I know that I am not only extremely biased, but not in your house or around you as often as say, Jeanette, so Nicky could be right -- I could be making huge assumptions and making a complete fool of myself.
You could be really happy. He could be perfect for you. I just don't see it.
So I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for putting you in an awkward situation. I'm sorry for embarrassing you in the library. I'm sorry for punching your boyfriend and kissing you while I was drunk. I'm sorry that I can't just get over it and take things for what they are and move on. Just...please bear with me while I try to put this behind me. I don't want to hurt you anymore.
Love,
Euan
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I owe you a huge apology. I know that you're probably still angry with me and I know that this probably won't make anything better, but, I'm sorry.
You know, a lot of what Nicky said is true. Yeah, I have a really shoddy history with people. I mean, look at what happened with Susan. And Geoffrey...well. I don't know what I was thinking. But I'd like to put that all behind me. I...just want things to be different in the future. I'm not going to get myself into situations like that anymore. I'd like to think I've grown up a little this year. Yeah, I know, you've seen a lot of evidence of that, huh?
But Cathy. I do love you. And I understand that we can't be together right now, and maybe not ever. But that doesn't stop me from wanting the best for you. I just...I don't want to get into all the reasons why I don't think he's good for you, but...I really don't.
I don't know what I was thinking in the library. But the way he was treating you just didn't sit right with me. You don't deserve to be treated that way. I've never seen any evidence that he's a good boyfriend. I know that I am not only extremely biased, but not in your house or around you as often as say, Jeanette, so Nicky could be right -- I could be making huge assumptions and making a complete fool of myself.
You could be really happy. He could be perfect for you. I just don't see it.
So I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for putting you in an awkward situation. I'm sorry for embarrassing you in the library. I'm sorry for punching your boyfriend and kissing you while I was drunk. I'm sorry that I can't just get over it and take things for what they are and move on. Just...please bear with me while I try to put this behind me. I don't want to hurt you anymore.
Love,
Euan
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