Ride on… like the dawning of the day
I'm envious of gifted people. I realise I'm quite ordinary but I can't help but wonder what I am good at. I played piano for a year and ended up hating it. I love the sound of a piano but I have no patience. I learn guitar for a semester during Music in Year 10 which I really enjoyed but mum didn't let me have lessons just incase it turned into the piano phase. My cousin did buy me a guitar though. I have no freaking clue how to tune it though. I used to love drawing but stopped after Year 12. I dunno but when I find out a lot of people are way way better them me, my motivation drops.
Life is so crazy. I never expected all these consequences would arise from my deferring Uni. I thought taking Uni out of the equation would make my life easier somewhat but I was hella wrong. Mum still deosn't know but it's getting harder because now I'm forced to lie about it to other people... i.e. Travel Agent, friends, Bank people. I'm getting caught up in my own web.
I'm sick atm. All that work is taking it's toll on me. The one thing I hate the most when I'm sick is the fact that my tastebuds decide to go on holiday. I can't taste jack all and it frustrates me to no end.
Life is so crazy. I never expected all these consequences would arise from my deferring Uni. I thought taking Uni out of the equation would make my life easier somewhat but I was hella wrong. Mum still deosn't know but it's getting harder because now I'm forced to lie about it to other people... i.e. Travel Agent, friends, Bank people. I'm getting caught up in my own web.
I'm sick atm. All that work is taking it's toll on me. The one thing I hate the most when I'm sick is the fact that my tastebuds decide to go on holiday. I can't taste jack all and it frustrates me to no end.