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Let's go to the beach as soon as it's warm again.
I feel like building a sandcastle and splashing in the water.
I want to zone out for a while.
Let's go to the park, lie there and stare at the sky.
When was the last time you just stared at the clouds?
It'd be nice to not worry about trivial things.
Let's go sing and dance in the rain.
Today I was thinking about certain things.
I just have too many high expectations.
I should accept things as they come.
Sometimes I can't help but wonder what the meaning of this is... which then leads me to associate something to it. Then I get disappointed and swear never to have it again... Then I forget. Arg. It sucks to be forgetful... or maybe it's hope... that this time it'll be different. Hmm... I'm not depressed... more saddened by the outcome of certain things. I always thought that these friendships would last and then I kept fucking up. I always break promises (not intentionally obviously).
I didn't get the job at Borders. I should be sad but I'm not really. I got a rejection letter. I was like wah, they actually had time to send me a rejection letter XD. I fail a subject or score lowly. I don't get upset. I'm like oh well. I remember a period in HS where I'd be depressed because I didn't get 100%. Well, I'm not like that anymore. Hmmm... strange how our priorities change so much over time.
Today's interview was okay. *crosses fingers*
Okay. I'll take it as I come. No expectations. Don't get sad, people can't help but be who they are. If you don't have an expectation, you can't disappointed right? That's so fucked up though. Teh. Let me go rethink this over.
I feel like building a sandcastle and splashing in the water.
I want to zone out for a while.
Let's go to the park, lie there and stare at the sky.
When was the last time you just stared at the clouds?
It'd be nice to not worry about trivial things.
Let's go sing and dance in the rain.
Today I was thinking about certain things.
I just have too many high expectations.
I should accept things as they come.
Sometimes I can't help but wonder what the meaning of this is... which then leads me to associate something to it. Then I get disappointed and swear never to have it again... Then I forget. Arg. It sucks to be forgetful... or maybe it's hope... that this time it'll be different. Hmm... I'm not depressed... more saddened by the outcome of certain things. I always thought that these friendships would last and then I kept fucking up. I always break promises (not intentionally obviously).
I didn't get the job at Borders. I should be sad but I'm not really. I got a rejection letter. I was like wah, they actually had time to send me a rejection letter XD. I fail a subject or score lowly. I don't get upset. I'm like oh well. I remember a period in HS where I'd be depressed because I didn't get 100%. Well, I'm not like that anymore. Hmmm... strange how our priorities change so much over time.
Today's interview was okay. *crosses fingers*
Okay. I'll take it as I come. No expectations. Don't get sad, people can't help but be who they are. If you don't have an expectation, you can't disappointed right? That's so fucked up though. Teh. Let me go rethink this over.